yes after death
Posted: Wed Apr 20, 2011 6:20 pm
Since I am laying in bed with a bad cold, I would like to share an experience I had that gave me enough proof I need that there is something after death. I'll backtrack a little first so that you can get how important this is to me.
I took care of my grandmother who was diagnosed with cancer. I slept in the hospital over night, I have a hospital bed in my house, I fed her through a feeding tube and I suctioned out her neck, through a tracheal tube, with a tiny hose. Not a lot of people would really do this for an old relative, but I did because she was the closest person to me. It's been about 2 years now since the day she died. I was the one to find her and it traumatize me for a very long time as I have never had any experiences with losing someone or even seeing a dead body. NOW with all of that being said, I can tell you that what I experienced was 100% real.
When she died, like i said, I was traumatized pretty bad from the entire experience. It took me two weeks to fall asleep comfortably. I would lay in bed scared out of my mind every night. The very first night that I fell asleep comfortably, was the night I had the dream. A lot of you will say "key word - dream" and I get that, but I am sharing this experience as one that was a dream but it wasn't. I call it a dream because I have no idea what it was but it happened while I was asleep. I will describe it as a dream... Here it goes:
There I am standing in the front lawn of a house that I do not live in but it feels like home so I am going with it. Im standing in the lawn closer to the road and I am right next to my mother. It's daylight out and it's actually quite beautiful. In front of us are bags of trash. " what are we going to do with this" my mother says and I turn to look at her when a red car pulls up and my grandmother gets out of the passenger seat. She looks a little younger, not much. She is carrying mail in her arms. She walks up to my mother and hands her something I can not see. the whole time I am thinking "what is she doing here mom" almost like I was saying it. Then she turns to me and says "I only have one thing for you" and points in the air behind me. Pay attention, this is why I feel like there is something after death. When she pointed in the shy behind me she had this facial expression of happiness that I have never in my entire life witness on a person. I can't ever draw what I've seen. The look on her face almost made me feel the happiness she was feeling. It still gives me chills. There is not a single person on this planet that has felt what I saw her feeling. I honestly feel entirely privileged to have even witnessed this sort of facial expression.
anyways, I turned my head to look behind me and as I was turning I noticed a beautiful clear sky and a light breeze blowing the tips of the trees.. I never turned all the way around.. I woke up and I was crying.
I don't know where I was. I just know that what I experienced was real. I may sound like a lunatic to most of you but I am putting myself out there hoping someone else has had this sort of experience. My grandmother came to me in a dream. I saw everyones face in this dream, I saw everything in color.. this is entirely unlike all the dreams i've had my entire life.
anyways, there it is. i believe death is not the end of whatever we are.
I took care of my grandmother who was diagnosed with cancer. I slept in the hospital over night, I have a hospital bed in my house, I fed her through a feeding tube and I suctioned out her neck, through a tracheal tube, with a tiny hose. Not a lot of people would really do this for an old relative, but I did because she was the closest person to me. It's been about 2 years now since the day she died. I was the one to find her and it traumatize me for a very long time as I have never had any experiences with losing someone or even seeing a dead body. NOW with all of that being said, I can tell you that what I experienced was 100% real.
When she died, like i said, I was traumatized pretty bad from the entire experience. It took me two weeks to fall asleep comfortably. I would lay in bed scared out of my mind every night. The very first night that I fell asleep comfortably, was the night I had the dream. A lot of you will say "key word - dream" and I get that, but I am sharing this experience as one that was a dream but it wasn't. I call it a dream because I have no idea what it was but it happened while I was asleep. I will describe it as a dream... Here it goes:
There I am standing in the front lawn of a house that I do not live in but it feels like home so I am going with it. Im standing in the lawn closer to the road and I am right next to my mother. It's daylight out and it's actually quite beautiful. In front of us are bags of trash. " what are we going to do with this" my mother says and I turn to look at her when a red car pulls up and my grandmother gets out of the passenger seat. She looks a little younger, not much. She is carrying mail in her arms. She walks up to my mother and hands her something I can not see. the whole time I am thinking "what is she doing here mom" almost like I was saying it. Then she turns to me and says "I only have one thing for you" and points in the air behind me. Pay attention, this is why I feel like there is something after death. When she pointed in the shy behind me she had this facial expression of happiness that I have never in my entire life witness on a person. I can't ever draw what I've seen. The look on her face almost made me feel the happiness she was feeling. It still gives me chills. There is not a single person on this planet that has felt what I saw her feeling. I honestly feel entirely privileged to have even witnessed this sort of facial expression.
anyways, I turned my head to look behind me and as I was turning I noticed a beautiful clear sky and a light breeze blowing the tips of the trees.. I never turned all the way around.. I woke up and I was crying.
I don't know where I was. I just know that what I experienced was real. I may sound like a lunatic to most of you but I am putting myself out there hoping someone else has had this sort of experience. My grandmother came to me in a dream. I saw everyones face in this dream, I saw everything in color.. this is entirely unlike all the dreams i've had my entire life.
anyways, there it is. i believe death is not the end of whatever we are.